letting go

Boy, how I wish you would read this

Just another words from me

This would be the LAST, I promised

I still remember how did we get to know each other

from a very BEST friend of mine

You were so quiet, I was too loud

Never thought that we would be bonded in a very special way

Few weeks later, I found that you got a crush on me

Some friends told me that

I was curious, I tried to find the truth

I got involved with you gradually

... then, you finally proposed to me

that you wanted to love me MORE

I got confused, I was doubting

could this be real?

I can hardly trust you. but I longed to be loved as well.

I asked myself, can I trust this funny feeling inside me?

I was in LOVE with you...

We got closer than ever

We shared everything about our worries, past & desires

You said you care for me

You just wanted to see me happy as always

You've caused me to fall deeper for you...

We were almost there, we both knew it

Then something was coming in our way

You slowly drew yourself from me

I tried to reach you. I wanted to do what you wanted me to do.

I wanted to understand your heart...

but it ends up like this

Someone else has win your heart.

My heart sank.

I became a fool

who would still hope for another chance for you

to fall into my arms again

I told myself, I must be strong

I trained myself not to cry for a guy like you

... till then

I could not hold it anymore.

I cried.

Knowing you're happy with her makes me realized

... maybe we're just not meant for each other.

So now I'm wishing you everlasting LOVE & HAPPINESS

Hope you'll find what you long to have with her

Just one thing that I want you to know

Anytime, anywhere

If we ever meet again ... let us smile again

Let us go back to the place we were at the beginning

Where we were still friends

Boy, please be happy

For I'm letting you go now ...